I have three weeks - less than that actually - to decide what I'm going to do with my life, and I don't have a clue what to do. Deciding between going to college to become an Engineer or forgoing college for a chance at a dance career, have you heard anything crazier? Obviously I couldn't be interested in two related fields, I had to pick two obscure and ridiculously hard fields to go into.
The question now is what will I regret less. Will I regret not perusing my dream of being a professional dancer? Will I regret wasting fourteen years of my childhood to pain and suffering? Will I regret the summers away from friends and family?
Will I regret not living in the huge house? Will I regret not having the american dream? Will I regret not going to college right after high school? Will I even make it to college after I dance? Will I regret having a job that is comfortable and doesn't focus on killing myself daily?
Some days I think I know what I want. Some days it all makes sense. However, this does not last long and I return to having zero idea of where my life is going. If anyone out there has any suggestions or anecdotes to share with a perplexed student, please do share. If not, I will continue to rehash my life daily here in hopes of understanding what direction I want my life to go in.
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